Due to computer issues I didn’t have access to the majority of my 2010 pictures, but I’ve finally gotten them restored (with the exception of November… I have NO idea where those pics went just realized Halloween pictures are gone too). Anyway… I wanted to do a year in pictures so here it is…2010 year in pictures… we sure had some great times…
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I try to keep things light & positive for the most part, but at the same time I want to keep this blog real, and not portray a picture perfect life on the outside not revealing when there is hurt or pain going on. I’ll admit 2011 has started quite rough, and discouraging. I’ve felt a new kind of despair which always draws to my mind the line from “Anne of Green Gables” when Anne asks Marilia if she’s ever been in ‘the depths of despair’ to which Marilia replies “No, because to despair is to turn your back on God”. There is a lot of truth in that statement… to despair is to lose hope, and God is our hope… we have no hope apart from Him.
I’m seeking God for answers, and guidance but right now they’re not coming. As it usually does this time of challenge causes me to shut out the world (insert here stay off the computer, shut off the T.V. more), and be with my Lord more. Which I know is a good thing, and something deep down I know my heart & soul long for. So, after a few late night talks with Him, and a few late night sobs… I’m waiting with expectation to see what He’s going to do, and reveal to me this year 2011.
I came across this song the other night, and felt like it had been written for where I am right now… the first 2 times I listened to it were very cathartic to get out a lot I’ve been keeping bottled up for awhile. (Lyrics are at the end of this post if you’d rather just read it vs. listen to the song).
In other news (of a somewhat more lighthearted theme… although I did have a tear or two), Madalynn got an official big girl bed today… no more toddler bed. ((((((SIIIIGGGHHH)))))). I think this is the very last piece of babyhood I could hold on to.
She was getting a little too big for the toddler bed as she often sleeps sideways. The event that actually forced the issue, was when she was leaning over the side which was crib height to see me sitting on the couch while she was supposed to be sleeping, and she went over landing face first on the floor… complete with a bloody nose, and mouth. It’s still an image I have trouble shaking. Sooo, she now has a big girl bed, passed down from her cousin Kassie which makes it oh so special. We picked out some beautiful bedding last week for her, and Grandpa came over today to set it up, and (sigh) take the toddler bed down.
It’s nice because at bedtime I can actually sit with her in her bed instead of sitting on the floor to read stories, and I can lay with her to say our prayers, and talk about our day. I think she liked the idea a lot more in the light of day than she did tonight, and the reality set in, but she is now in fact asleep in her big girl bed.
Doesn’t it look so grown up???… sniff, sniff…
This is tonight right before bed with some of her animals.
Another change you can’t really see in that picture but I got her hair cut short… I’ve thought about it since we’ve been watching “Toy Story3”, and I think the character Bonnie is just so cute with her short hair.
Madalynn’s hair is so thick, but at the same time it’s baby silky so it doesn’t hold ANYTHING… barrettes, bows, pony tails or pig tails. So I went ahead, and got it cut, and I love it… I think it is so sweet, and actually makes her look younger.
I love how it flips up in the back.
‘He Holds Everything’ – Point of Grace
Waiting for that other shoe to drop
And you swear this world’s gonna come to a stop
Drowning on dry land and can’t come up for air
Your knees are so weak and you look at that mountain
Say there’s no way over and no way around it
And it feels like you’re so far from home
Even God’s not there
But
Oh but every single sparrow flying
And every broken soul that’s crying
He can see yeah you’re in His reach
If He can hold an ocean back with one little shore
Then what’s all this worry and doubting for
Oh I believe He holds everything
When it’s late at night and you’re staring at the stack of bills
It don’t add up and you don’t know how it will
Clinging to your mother’s faith with a half-hearted prayer
But you still don’t know
When the anchor man breaks in on your TV
And says these times they won’t be easy
And fear sets in and you wanna give in
Just let it go
Oh let it go
Every single sparrow flying
And every broken soul that’s crying
He can see yeah you’re in His reach
If he can hold an ocean back with one little shore
Then what’s all this worry and doubting for
Oh I believe, yeah I believe He holds everything, he holds everything
Just like that it’s all over. I feel like the only grown-up I know who is sad Christmas is over. So many of my friends have said it was great, but “I’m glad it’s over”. Weeks, and months leading up to it, and it’s over in a flash. This year I may a bit more disappointed it’s over as I came down with bronchitis, and was quite sick Christmas Eve, and Christmas Day. I took very few pictures.
Madalynn was so much fun this year. Seeing her excitement, and joy when she came into the living room was priceless. She was so excited over every little thing. My anticipation of being able to spend the weekend playing with her & her toys didn’t come to fruition because of how I was feeling, but we had some great cozy moments, and watched “Toy Story 3” more times than I can count (and I cried at the end EVERY time). Several times after Christmas she would just come up to me at random moments, and throw her arms around me and say “Ohhh Mommy, what a wonderful Christmas!!”.
One of her favorite gifts was a ladybug pillow pet from my parents… Oh my gosh… she loves it… I don’t think it’s left her side. My Mom picked it up the day after Thanksgiving when we were shopping at Target. She stuck it in the carriage behind something large when Madalynn wasn’t looking. When we got to the check out my Mom snuck it to the cashier, and asked her to ring it up discreetly, to which Madalynn replied “That’s my pillow pet”, she doesn’t miss anything. Fortunately, Christmas Eve she didn’t seem to remember that.
Also a big hit was a stuffed dog from my parents…
Christmas morning before she came in to see… My parents got her the dollhouse…
We hope you all had a wonderful Christmas!!
We are ready for Christmas to come! I just have a few items left to cook, 3 presents to wrap, and bring it on! I can’t wait. Madalynn is so into it this year (and her excitement is reflected in her behavior…. hee-hee).
My ‘to-do’ list… I love recipes you make the day before!!
While we’re not hosting Christmas Eve this year, we are having my parents, and aunt over Christmas morning… I set the table tonight with this centerpiece that cost me zero dollars… all things I had around the house… a white serving platter (my friend Robin told me years ago to buy white serveware, and it was brilliant as it goes with ANYTHING, and makes it so easy to change up the table setting seasonally), some spare ornaments in ivory, soft gold, and pink, and 3 staggered candlesticks.
Of course Madalynn just thought it was great she got to blow out the candles…
I also framed our Christmas cards in these inexpensive clip frames (I think $1 or $2 each @ Michael’s), and displayed them on the bookcase in our dining room. I may have to come up with an alternate idea as the years pass, and the collection of Christmas cards increases, but it’s like a mini album showing how Madalynn has grown.
Our entry way… the framed print was my Christmas card several years ago before I was a Mom…
My new favorite ornament is a cinnamon star Madalynn made at pre-school…which I just think is precious… it’s a little hard to see in this picture it’s on a green ribbon, next to the glass/white ornament.
Last week we also got to go to Madalynn’s Christmas pageant at her pre-school… it was so sweet. We were in a rush to leave so this is the best picture I got… as much as I love this look… the current state of her belly makes it difficult to pull off… the skirts always slip down… it was like this the WHOLE night.
This was her on stage waving to her cousins & aunty & uncle…
The best part was her teacher puts together a video ahead of time of them acting out the Christmas story, and then we watch it. The kids were all seated up front, and as the movie played we kept hearing them yell out “Hey, that’s you”… it was so funny.
Last weekend we attempted “The Pioneer Woman’s” cinnamon rolls recipe here. They came out okay… I need to do a little tweaking. I didn’t care for her glaze, so I did an orange glaze instead which made a big difference. It made 5 pans, and I overfilled them… I should have done fewer in more pans.
My helper…
The final product…
This is why she makes me laugh everyday… this is her the other day playing the Wii with the headress, and the macaroni necklace she made at pre-school for Thanksgiving… I guess they helped her swing in tennis.
As you can see… all the shopping, baking, decorating, and parties has worn out this little girl. This was a couple weeks ago… she fell asleep in the car after we’d spent most of the morning shopping, and then I carried her in the house, and put her down on the couch, and she slept for quite awhile like this…
My stocking fell down for the upteenth time, and I was tired of putting back up (and no one fills it anyway), so I just left it. Madalynn noticed it, and came over to me and said quite emphatically… “MOOOOMMY!!! You need to hang up your sock-fing so Santa will bring me a Daddy”… if only that was all it took sweet girl!
We wish you all a very Merry Christmas!! NOTE to self; next year I hope the elf on the shelf doesn’t arrive at our house until the 20th!
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